
Are you still out there someplace? You must let me know. Send smoke signals by night, and flares by day. Write to me in the hieroglyphics of easy living, send me a postcard from the edge of discontinuity (they have a mail box at fifth and irrational street), take luscious images of your hands when they were still unmarked, set up all night karma vigils among the yellow cattails down by Schadenfreude lake lit by the lights of carnivorous fireflies, sing forbidden songs, condemn the moon, feast on the delight of the bewildered, and make plans for an expedition to the Graveyard of Extinct Elephants down in the soggy bottoms of Arizona where you and your comrades can carve three sided dice from the last two surviving examples of their ivory tusks. And when you have finished all these tasks, when you fulfilled your quests, when you have seen the face of Ishtar, when you heard the voice of the morning wind like distant vespers, when you have done all these things, then you must sit down in the stillness of the night, alone among the emptiness of the house, and write me a soliloquy emptying yourself of your life and fears and hopes.